canorous for an undelible woman

i've been living with a shadow overhead,
i've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
i've been lonely for so long,
trapped in the past,
i just can't seem to move on!

i've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
just in case I ever need them again someday,
i've been setting aside time,
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

all i want to do is find a way back into love.
i can't make it through without a way back into love.
...

i've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
i've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
i know that it's out there,
there's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

i've been looking for someone to shed some light,
not somebody just to get me through the night,
i could use some direction,
and i'm open to your suggestions.

all i want to do is find a way back into love.
i can't make it through without a way back into love.
and if i open my heart again,
i guess i'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
...

there are moments when i don't know if it's real
or if anybody feels the way i feel
i need inspiration
not just another negotiation

all i want to do is find a way back into love,
i can't make it through without a way back into love,
and if i open my heart to you,
i'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
and if you help me to start again,
you know that i'll be there for you in the end!
....
~ way back into love ... d. barrymore & hugh grant

the windchimes sound like soft canorous whistle in my head,
i hold my breath... still in my bare look far away,
portrayed myself sitting quietly,
in a sylvan splendour and charming landscaped garden...
where is my indelible woman?
is she out there alone, safe and sound?

still, the windchimes answer in same soft canorous whistle....
[feb. 16, 2008]

"jerry maguire: "we live in a cynical world, and we work in a
business of tough competitors. i love you, and you .. my love"